Chapter Twenty-Five: We Got The Beat

It was my final year as well as a Gopher at Gresham High School. During the football season during pep rallies, each class would get to cheer and the class with the loudest cheers would get the most points. Points were accumulated throughout the year and the class who had the most points at the end of the year was named Class Of The Year.

Our senior year, our class decided to adopt a theme song for each of our cheers, and we opted for The Go-Go's "We Got The Beat". It was a great motivating song, and ended up helping us get the most points for the year and to finish out our Senior year, we did end up being class of the year.

But for me and Jenny, our time together felt like it was coming to an end. She had dropped out of school due to family issues during the summer, and sex between me and Jenny started to become routine and frankly boring. I was finding out the only way I could orgasm is by thinking of having sex with men.

Then one time while fucking her, my penis felt unusually moist and I smelt a weird odor coming from the crotch area, and I went to turn on the light and noticed my dick, pubic hairs and crotch was covered in blood. I was shocked and started gasping and look down at Jenny and asked her if she was ok, and she started laughing.

And I was confused and asked, "What is so funny?" and she said, that she was on her period, and wanted to see what it would feel like. I was instantly pissed and felt used, and yelled at her, she could have at least asked. The main reason i was so angry, was it caused a small flashback to my rape and scared me. After that incident me and Jenny started seeing less and less of each other.

As June came around it was time for my graduation and Jenny came along with us and we went to dinner first to celebrate and when we sat down, my dad started to panic and he finally told us what was wrong, and that was he had forgot the tickets for everyone for them to enter the place where the graduation was to be held.

So we all finished eating and my poor dad had to drive home fast and get the tickets in time. During that dinner I started looking at Jenny and started remembering my times with men, and was just feeling weird about her. After about 30 minutes my dad finally got back to the restaurant with the tickets and we all went to see me graduate.

Jenny and I went to the Senior All Night Party and after the party, we went to our make-out spot to make love. I started to kiss her and make out and started to feel down in her crotch area, and reached in and felt the blood again. When I did that, I told her we were done, and that I wanted her to take me home. As we drove back to my place, I made a decision that I was going to call it off. But I didn't want to make it out like she did anything wrong, because she really didn't.

It was simply I was wanting to be with men again, and that I had missed it. So that evening I told her this. If I was to ever marry a woman, it would have been Jenny. She was creative, emotional, talented, and just a fun person. But my desire to be with a man was just as strong. So after telling her that she drove off, and I went back into the house with school over with, it was time for my adult years and time for me to spread my wings.